Friday, April 25, 2008 / 7:43 AM
I seriously need to:
- have more discipline in my schoolwork
- learn to control my emotions better
- understand people and their needs
- accept the fact not all things will proceed in the way i want it to be
- accept my own flaws and mistakes
- learn that i cannot possibly please everyone around me
I REALLY NEED TO LEARN TO BECOME A BETTER PERSON.Lonliness leads the soul and mind to dark corners,
where you are left alone with your one and only companion,
an unknown identity
clouding restlessly beneath your feet.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 / 8:58 AM
So say goodbye for just a whileand through the tears you'll start to smileFor soon you'll be in Heavensin Father's arms foreverAnd every step you're not aloneLove's by the side to keep you warmNo more looking back from hereYour journey home has only just begani actually teared when i heard this...
Sometimes we know deep in that we have to learn to treasure and cherish
But at the same time
we never actually do it
because we all tend to take things for granted
Till the day when we actually lost it
and that's the day we all start to regret
but at that time, it will be all too late.
I do admit that you get to know more people in jc
but do you ever realise that at the same time,
you seems to know people less
now, i think i've become a total stranger to myself
Saturday, April 12, 2008 / 11:42 PM
I have a million questions in my head
and i just need your one answer to clear all of them
i don't want anymore tear-drenched pillows
i really hate to tell you "I'm fine" with tears still running down my face
i am tired to keep pressing the redial button
only to spam your voice-mail with all my messages
The cracks in the concrete remind that no matter how strong you are
you will still fall apart at some point in your life
The sky isn't always blue
and the sun doesn't shines forever
so i guess it's okay to fall apart sometimes.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008 / 9:46 AM
it wasn't simple to tell you that i actually cared
but it was really easy to realise that you don't
i hate this feeling
the feeling of being so fragile and dependent
the feeling that breaking down anytime now is so possible
the feeeling of trying so hard,
yet you don't appreciate it or at the very least see it.
we took so much time and effort to painstakingly build it up
yet you took just a single moment to destroy it
it's falling
it's really falling apart.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 / 8:49 AM
Love is a decision
Not a emotion or feeling, that if made from the heart
will outlast everything
I miss sing and sze waiy now:D
can't wait to see them this friday!
SY1 with SY2:D:D:D