Thursday, January 31, 2008 / 4:56 AM
My dear mortal found out who i am already...
Haha, not much disappointment actually
cos, i was quite surprised that i actually managed to hide my identity so long:D
Had chem prac today
which i totally screwed-up!!!!
Ahh!!! Calculations are really difficult...
The journey is long and exhausting.
Maybe we should just stop to take a rest.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 / 5:04 AM
The absence of love is the most abject pain
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 / 5:39 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANLING!!!!!
Today's my sis's 19th birthday
too bad for her, she did not get to enjoy it
she was mugging at home,
desperately trying to prepare for the semestral exams 2morrow.
oh well, maybe we'll give a celebration soon,
perhaps after ssemestral exams???
I just finished my part for my econs project.
hmm..not exactly finished my part
but finished what i have been allocated so far:D
anyway, econs project is going pretty well..
Thank godness, I have motivated groupmates to help me move along,
Quinn, Emily, Zhengshan and Winnie:)
There's 2.4 trial run 2morrow...
Hope i will get a satisfied timimg.
Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.
Monday, January 28, 2008 / 6:12 AM
I am sick of econs project now
can't understand a single thing about demand, supply and elasticity concepts
BLEAH!!!!
Today was a really bad day.
chem lecture was horrible.
i dun understand a single thing lah...
guess i am going to fail chem lah...
I watched the orientation video just now.
brought back really fond memories
though it's like only 5 days,
i swear it's going to stay with me the whole life
i suddenly missed my OG a lot.
though we still meet up everyday (not all, but some)
somehow the feeling still lingers in my heart till today...
We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness
Sunday, January 27, 2008 / 5:47 AM
i did my JAE today..
Here are my choices
1st: Hwa Chong Institution
2nd: Victoria JC
3rd: Nanyang JC
4th: National JC
5th: Temasek JC
6th: Anderson JC
Okay..
i noe my choices are really dumb
but yup..
that's seriously what i wanted..
in fact i struggled whether to put VJ first or NY first.
7 points
Where should i end up in???
Saturday, January 26, 2008 / 5:46 AM
I am sorry.
I kind of disappointed myself.
and those around me.
7 points
so near to perfect, yet so far.
still.
i have to pick myself up.
regardless how reluctant i am to do so.
but, pls give me time.
i promise i will try really hard.
thank you to those ppl around me for the past few days.
My juniors: yanjie, yolanda, siaotian, jin zaw, zoey...
My wonderful classmates of 4M: pinn xian, singyee, sze waiy, rachel, simin, huiyi, joanne, kurinchi and many many more.
My beloved OG5: THANK YOU YOU GUYS FOR ALSO BEING THERE FOR ME
Thank you for those who have helped me in a way or another.
i apologise if i forget to mention anyone
i thank each and everyone from the bottom of my heart.
Thank you.
Why do ppl have to lose things before they learn to cherish and appreciate???
i fell this time
i admit i fell really hard
it hurts
it really does.
Friday, January 25, 2008 / 5:02 PM
7 points
it's either in or out of HC.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 / 4:56 AM
TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY!!!!!
It decides my fate for the rest of the year...
So yup
hope it will turn out fine..
Even if it does not,
I will juat learn to face it and move on..
after all
that's what life is all about.
adapting to changes and moving on.
My friend wrote this to me today:
"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Chirst Jesus"
May all turn out well...
even if it does not
I believe God has something else in store for me.
Monday, January 21, 2008 / 5:15 AM
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments
and glue them together again
so that i can tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
What is broken is broken
Seriously, and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best
than mend it
and eventually see the broken places as long as I lived.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 / 7:09 AM
Week 3 coming to end soon..
So that means honeymoon period will soon be over
with the official timetable released
I guess mugging starting soon...
Anyway, I truly enjoyed myself for the past 3 weeks..
More one the first 2 weeks though..
But still, life goes on
and hopefully, my upcoming year will be fulfilling and enriching.
'O's results coming out next week..
many are speculating that it will most prob be out on friday...
Ahhh...I WANT TO STAY IN HWA CHONG...
but if i get kick out...
oh well, just blame it on fate then..
Anyway, I went for my first GP tuition today
the teacher was great..
at least he was humorous and engaging
so yup, really look forward to my first GP lesson in HC next week.
Hopefully, the teacher would not be too bad either.
When you realise how hard it is to change yourself, you begin to understand how little chance we have of changing others.
Friday, January 18, 2008 / 5:05 AM
It's always easy to close your eyes to things you dun want to see
But it's never simple to close your heart to things you dun want to feel
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 / 4:54 AM
Today was a much better day
And I really have to thank Winnie for teaching me Maths today:D
Also, have to thank my group of CT mates
who were with me today
at least, I dun feel so out of my class now.
Went for Interact Club Briefing...
I WANT TO JOIN INTERACT..
it's really meaningful...
Like what e VP said, "it's e beneficiaries that matters most"
2morrow will be a tiring day...
4 lessons plus fac session
plus OG outing at night:)
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 / 2:56 AM
This shall be a post dedicated to my beloved OG5
They are really a bunch of ultra nice ppl.
So, here i go:
I could still remember the first time i met them
felt a little apprehensive and i admit, i felt scared in e beginning
but soon, i realised that they are really friendly ppl
orientation at HC would definitely be incomplete without them
I am grateful to God
to sent them to me
Thank you OG5 for always being there for me.
Special mention to e following ppl:
Calean- My very first friend i made in HC. Thank you for being so nice and encouraging. You are definitely a great pal!!!!
Yong Quan- Our OG Rep. Thank you for being so enthu and responsible throughout e orientation period:)
Michelle- Thank you for your joy and fun you brought to e group. Really miss your laughter nowadays.
Charlton- Thank you for informing us about OG outings, OG tee and stuff. Really appreciate your efforts.
Zhen Rui- My fellow e-mo mate:) thank you for encouraging me when i was down. Hope you will join interact too.
Alvin- The friendly counsillor from high school. Haha, go run for council:) can make it one!!!
Chipmunk and Rui Xian- Haha..love your chipmunk voice so much:) anyway, rui xian is nice too, though your name is damm similar to rui wen. Haha..but just to say, Catholic High boys are nice too!!!
Gloria-The girl with the super scary stare..Haha, miss going home with you and taking 151 togethe. All e best!
Jiahan-The guy working at nebocafe..Haha, but also a great dentist at "polar bear"...Best wishes to you:D
QinSheng- OG5 wonderful OGL..Thank you for all e effort you put in for the group. Thank you for being such an enthu and superb OGL..Jiayou for 'A' Levels:D
And to the rest of OG5, I am sorry if i did not mention you, but deep within, I sincerely thank you guys for making orientation a fun and memorable experience for me. Yitian, Walter, Grace, Kee En, Feng Lin, Heather, Jennifer, Li Na, Miao Ran, Kuan Hua, Rebecca, Steffi, Chia Wu, Nicolette, Hao Yang, Xiao tian...thank you for sharing this wonderful experience with me.
OG5 will never be complete without anyone of you. May the spirit of OG5 stays inside the hearts of all of you.
My love, My OG5.
Monday, January 14, 2008 / 7:12 AM
I went for study trip today with my OG mates.
was with Michelle and Jiahan:)
Anyway, I kinda of managed to figure out partial fractiobs now.
YAY!!!
I guess I'm feeling much better today
Cos, maybe there was OG outing yeaterday????
Haha, but still, i haven found that feeling I had with my OG in my CT.
Guess it will take some time.
Please dun turn back and say goodbye
For i need you to be by my side.
Saturday, January 12, 2008 / 7:01 PM
I just changed my blogskin...
Hmm, guess it looks much better now.
Anyway, I am really looking forward to OG outing later:)
The road ahead is long and wide
I wonder if i can last the ride.
Friday, January 11, 2008 / 9:08 AM
If I were to fall and collapse
would you come and give me a hand
before i break down physically and mentally?
You won't right???
I bet you won't.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 / 5:06 AM
Maybe we're trying;
Trying too hard.
Or maybe, we are just torn apart.