Friday, July 04, 2008 / 5:36 AM
Alright, this blog has been so dead for quite a while.
time to wipe off the dust that's accumulating...
Blocks was terrible..
Both the studying process and the horrendous results i've got eventually..
oh well, time to work really really hard and to buck up
totally can forsee that life from term 3 onwards
will be filled with mugging, mugging and more mugging...
At least i manged to enjoyed myself during june hols...
haha, it's awesome to meet up with friends...
LOVE LOVE LOVE ALL OF THEM!!!!
went for rachel's birthday party on11th June (if i did not remember wrongly!)
HAAPY 17th BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!! (though i know this came kind of late..)
meet up with joanne, kurinchi, rashmi, may, kelly
played badminton in the middle of the roads and den card games!
haha, i realises that i have quite a fast reaction...
Den went to watch HC harmonica concert with singyee, wanyan, szewaiy, gerilyn and yingying..
yeah, to support yen pin<3
meet up at thomson plaza before going
and gosh, we totally look stupid playing cooking mama on DS on the bus...
hahaha, there was a lady behnd us staring at us blowing at the DS, oh my...
but well, i guess it's all the fun and quality time that we've spent together.
and yup, after concert, me, sing, sw and ying walked backed to college to go toilet
cos we (strictly speaking, should be I) did not know where's the girls toilet in high school
haha and the college toilet at night looks really scary...
and there was YCAS , Youth Community Activism Symposium..
learnt lots of stuff there regarding environment
and made lots of new friends from different schools:)
haha, took lots of picture with Jess and others during open space technology..
and my sector won the open space tech!!!
and we had food for our presents..haha!
Okay, due to plain laziness
i am getting sian of narrating out what happened..
hmm..here's a summary:
camp facilitating at new town primary, youths.care facilitating, kopi with MP, science workshop, outings (lots of them) and definitely, my favourite activity of all, mugging:D
Hmm..i guess Jess's enjoying herself in Phuket now
while Sandra will be leaving for Bangkok soon after APYLS...
school's been terribly exhausting
and getting back blocks papers is more depressing..
damm it lah, flunked really bad for chem this time...
ahh!!! time to work hard on chem
and it's definitely time to get myself really disciplined!
But still, i thank God for his gift to me
for granting me with so many awesome new friends:)
thanks for being there when i am really bumped (especially over my chem grades)
and also helping me in so many ways!!!!
special mention to jess, sandra, winnie and those who comforted me..
and also jess for her slurpee that day!!! (haha, i love slurpee totally!)
I came across this quote online that day, it says,
"When good friends walk besides us,
on the trails that we must keep,
our burden seems less heavy
and the hills are not so steep.
The weary miles pass swiftly,
taken in a joyous stride
and the world seems a brighter and better place,
only when good friends walk by our side"
photos shall be up in the next post.
i am too lazy to uplaod them now!
till then.....
Thursday, May 15, 2008 / 9:33 AM
Thank you:)
It's truly great to spend your birthday with ppl you love.
Thank you OG5 for giving me my birthday song! Calean's cake and charlton card!
Thank you 76 for my second song! and Winnie for your gift!
Thank you Clique for the superb tuesday's outingD
Thank you Sing, Pinn Xian, Gerilyn, Sze Waiy, Si Min, Liu kun and all i met at toa payoh stadium today! I'm really happy to see you guys again!
Thank you Yanjie for your gift and cake:D and juniors for my 3rd birthday song!
Thank you to all who messaged me and wished me happy birthday!
It may not be the birthday with the most presents
the one which attracts most attention,
but it's definitely the one that is most memorable
and I'm really really delighted to meet so many of you whom i don't expect to!
1 year closer to official drinking and smoking:D
17.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 / 7:34 AM
It have been quite some time since i blogged.
Oh well, life is tiring as usual.
And i just woke up from my long nap of 5pm to 9.30pm:D
Now i am so convinced that sleeping late is a viscious cycle!
Still have to do chem and bio tutorials later:(
Got to go for dinner now..
hmm supper i guess:)
on a random note:
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY QUINN!
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ALVIN!
Friday, April 25, 2008 / 7:43 AM
I seriously need to:
- have more discipline in my schoolwork
- learn to control my emotions better
- understand people and their needs
- accept the fact not all things will proceed in the way i want it to be
- accept my own flaws and mistakes
- learn that i cannot possibly please everyone around me
I REALLY NEED TO LEARN TO BECOME A BETTER PERSON.Lonliness leads the soul and mind to dark corners,
where you are left alone with your one and only companion,
an unknown identity
clouding restlessly beneath your feet.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 / 8:58 AM
So say goodbye for just a whileand through the tears you'll start to smileFor soon you'll be in Heavensin Father's arms foreverAnd every step you're not aloneLove's by the side to keep you warmNo more looking back from hereYour journey home has only just begani actually teared when i heard this...
Sometimes we know deep in that we have to learn to treasure and cherish
But at the same time
we never actually do it
because we all tend to take things for granted
Till the day when we actually lost it
and that's the day we all start to regret
but at that time, it will be all too late.
I do admit that you get to know more people in jc
but do you ever realise that at the same time,
you seems to know people less
now, i think i've become a total stranger to myself
Saturday, April 12, 2008 / 11:42 PM
I have a million questions in my head
and i just need your one answer to clear all of them
i don't want anymore tear-drenched pillows
i really hate to tell you "I'm fine" with tears still running down my face
i am tired to keep pressing the redial button
only to spam your voice-mail with all my messages
The cracks in the concrete remind that no matter how strong you are
you will still fall apart at some point in your life
The sky isn't always blue
and the sun doesn't shines forever
so i guess it's okay to fall apart sometimes.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008 / 9:46 AM
it wasn't simple to tell you that i actually cared
but it was really easy to realise that you don't
i hate this feeling
the feeling of being so fragile and dependent
the feeling that breaking down anytime now is so possible
the feeeling of trying so hard,
yet you don't appreciate it or at the very least see it.
we took so much time and effort to painstakingly build it up
yet you took just a single moment to destroy it
it's falling
it's really falling apart.